Power of words

The power of words. Has any one ever asked you “what’s more dangerous: a thought or a gun”  well spoiler alert a thought it. The most powerful thing in this world is a thought. When verbalized a thought can be hurtful, helpful, mean the world to someone or destroy them. When people constantly think they are helpless or the victim they will constantly victimize themselves to others. Pathetic. The world is constantly unfolding and to take account of what everyone says all the time is toxic. I’m not here saying be you don’t care about what others think because that’s a bunch of bunk. People care about the integrity of a person and character behind closed doors. When people fabricate their lives or others to make themselves the victim or to achieve sympathy it’s sad. 
Let go of the past move on and don’t bring the past with you. The past doesn’t destroy your future the thoughts that’s you bring with you do. Battles are fought and won in the blueprints of your mind. Think and speak positive and it will come to you. Speak fear, hate and self pitty and forever be stuck in a sad place.
Being positive and setting right the past is helpful as well. Those who ask forgiveness and don’t get it from That person they asked from, we’ll fell sorry for thay person because they will be haunted by the past because of their self anguish. It’s a sat thought really. Forgiveness, love, and faith is what helps a heart grow and a person to be happy and healthy. 

People can be such sad individuals and to feel sorry for people that constantly deem themselves as helpless is a waste of breath. So many fight daily to overcome socio-economic mountains and others take for granted where they are. Help doesn’t mean to give pride up help builds character and to help from failing. Those who offer take it it doesn’t mean you’re any less of a person. So I know that was a tangent but back to words the power of hearing someone say do you need help and the answer “yes”  is a lot. Yes is such a powerful word. The definition of positive movement. Yes push forward in your life! Offer help to those around you even in times of need for yourself it may help you to be selfless. Too many people today forget that others have lives and problems of their own. Everyone gets up does their own schedule/routine (routine is good)  but then get lost they get in a car or throw ear buds in and tune the world out. They stare at thay 4-6 inch screen instead of 4 inches up to see the world around them. Humanity is going down the drain fast. Spread some kind words around start thinking positive and maybe do one selfless act a day for 30 days straight. Your heart will feel lighter. When you wake up say three positive things to your self in the mirror. You will feel a difference in a week. Next time you’re in the drive through any where pay for the person behind you. Thanks for your time.

Reuninted

Infinitive connections will forever fill our world. People with good hearts will surround themselves with like people. Or that’s how it should be. When dark, twisted, tainted people get a hold and manipulate those with good hearts it’s hard not to lose oneself. The more difficult part is purging of that poison that has consumed you for years. Draining of energy, love, emotion, and stress, but with the help of people that have known you before the shadow was cast on your life is a huge blessing. Reconnecting with people from a prior life (and I don’t mean an afterlife or any other shakra stuff)  I mean prior to the life you allowed to be run by heartless individuals.  Just a few comforting words like I’ve always been here for you and you never deserved what happened may come out or you’ve been and idiot and it was was inevitable that pain was coming. Either way seeing people flourish in a life free of poison and uniting yourself with them in your new Ventures is all that matters.

Some people in this world are absolutely trashy. I’m not getting into details even though I would love to but that’s not what I’m here for. I’m here for positive moments that set the momentum for my adventures and path. I am not a new me because I’ve always loved who I am as a person but I am a new version of myself. I am strong and beautiful and confident and I know my worth as a human. I will not allow any one to have control over me or hold things over my head. I am who I associate with and it’s positive, loving, supporting people. These new facets have changed me and my very close friend from strangers to ourselves to thriving happier individuals.

No one should feel like they are trapped in their own body or embodied someone else because of another individual. I was stuck in something for 5 years haha it was all a lie. Funny how two bad moments can bring so many Good people back into my life. This new branch off this road has been so smooth it’s unbelievable.

Also on a total side note it’s raining by my house and I cannot explain in any great or small Matter how much I absolutely love rain! I get a rush of writing creativity and energy from the rain. Some say it’s Draining and gloomy, oh contrare, it’s rejuvenating and refreshing. Water in many forms is a symbol for renewal, cleansing and in a way this couldn’t have come at a better time!!! Cleansing of bad past experiences and people and renewing of new friends ships (that have been in my life for years prior to the events)  and a more positive me. So in a way I lead you astray and followed back up to my main topic.  Thanks for your ears well really your eyes!

The audacity of some individuals

There comes a time in a person’s life where they decide to live for themselves and not the poison living off them. After a while you forget the pain and change and hurt of moving on. Yet you breathe easier and truly are happier inside and out. The only thing that still boggles my mind is how some people after months of doing someone wrong in the worst way think they have even a chance of coming back into someone life. It’s actually quite entertaining. Once again I don’t do names or specific people but this one person just is absolutely shameless and I can sit here and laugh now generally thinking how stupid was I to have been friends with such a horrible person for years.
To all my viewers and followers I thank you once again. It’s been a roller coaster of emotions, events, and simply wonderful things the past few months but new adventures still await! I’m taking a gm position at a restaurant and will be moving on with my new life and a new last name shortly. I am going to post my short story soon. It’s in the process and quite longer than I expected but I enjoyed writing it and my voice in very specific. Some may find it entertaining and some might be frustrated. It’s a post modern feel with some allusions to history but all in all its realistic fantasy. No its not about vampires or zombies or alternate universes just a struggle in a young girls mind to get back to her own time and town.
I’m very excited to see feedback and continue reading your posts as well.  Thank you for being my healthy outlet.