Today’s a new day

Hello again this post, unike day is quite dark, not dark in the creepy dark but a darker side i explore every once in a while to reach all spectrums and facets of an individual.

I am the type of person to be very secluded, I’m not necessarily a recluse because i am the most social person you could ever meet. Thats what people always tell me, “omg youre so funny” “I love hanging out with you ” well I’ve done a great job of fooling them so far. Im a writer at heart and i love writing about my experiences and people i’ve met and what they are about. I don’t open up about myself because i’m too busy analysing and taking in every moment of everything else going on.

i love to game i play black ops 2 on xbox 360, kind of nerdy i know but hey im good at it. Im a pretty lady who plays video games GET OVER IT! any way last night, i made a kid cry and when I say kid i mean fourteen years old. Not intentionally but at the same time i was trying to get a point across..  But after i stepped back and reevaluated my situation and how much of a monster I was. No the kid shouldn’t have been playing or saying the rude things that he had but i had no right other than defending myself to do that to him. At the same time I needed to realize it was just a game even though people form real connections with others.

At the end of the day a video game isn’t just a video game, there are people on the other sides of the controllers and mics that have feelings and maybe going through a tougher time than I am.

oh and for you that play that want to add me

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